Ok time for a little update on Miss Keagan as she had a few
appointments yesterday! After a long weekend I am not sure why I thought it was
a good idea to schedule all her appointments in one day but I did. First we
went for her 6 months check-up. She only gained a few ounces and no inches (I am
going to have a little petite girl). The dr said she was healthy and happy! I
had a few questions for her since we haven’t heard much about her ears since we
went to IA City back in August! She said a lot of my questions should be
answered when we return to IA City at the end of February because we are
meeting with a team of doctors and she is now older so they can get a better
idea of what to do next. Although this isn’t the news I wanted to hear,
hopefully we will get those answers soon! She did also say that she would not
be surprised if they recommended tubes (which would actually be a relief
because we have struggled with fluid for a few months now) After a few shots
she was pretty mad at me but I still had to run and get groceries before our
next appt.
Our next appt was with her Audiologist Margaret. We went in
for a recheck because the last time we were in she had some much pressure that
she got negative readings on her eardrum pressure. This time we sat in the room
and she was able to localize sounds a little better but not much. I guess this
is still common at her age and especially with her already struggling with hearing
issues. She also tested her permanent hearing and she PASSED! This was a
relief! It is the same test they do in the hospital when they are first born,
it tests her hearing at 3 different pitches. I should also say that she only
passed in her left ear, she did not test her right. Then we went into another
room and they tested her eardrum pressure and again we FAILED! One step forward
and two steps back… I just don’t understand. This means she has fluid back
there again or something is prohibiting her eardrum from vibrating the way it
should. HOW FRUSTRATING! She said she would see us back in 3 months this time
unless I felt she needed to be tested and hopefully I got some answers when I
take her to IA City.
Next we met with her therapists… which include a early
childhood educator and a hearing/speech therapist. This appointment just went
over the action plan they are going to put in place for her. They will be
visiting once a month to interact with Keagan and make sure she is where she
needs to be. Their main concerns are her cognitive development and her speech
development. These are areas where she already shows that she may need some
help. Jackie and Ann are both confident that she is progressing well and said
that I and her family are doing a great job helping her grow! It was soo nice
to hear that I was doing a good job because although I know I am doing
everything I can for her sometimes I still feel like I am failing her and I
still have some guilt like I in some way could have prevented her from having
these issues. I know that I can’t and could not have but it’s very
disheartening some days.
When all was said and done yesterday we got a letter from
the genetics doctor with a full explanation of her appointment and their
findings. Do you know how hard it is on a mothers heart to read a 5 page letter
of everything that is wrong with my beautiful little girl…
Well I guess that’s all for this update… we don’t have
another appointment until Feb 6 when she has an EKG of her heart.
Until next time,
Ashley
Keep it up Ashley!! You are such an amazing Mom and so strong!! You will pull through all these hard times and look back and laugh at them some day with Keagan and I promise, some day she will thank you :) ♥♥
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